Just stuff

So, my place has been on the market for four months, but I can't tell anyone at work.

This is because my boss is unpredictable, and sometimes heartless, and often mean. If he knew I was planning to leave, he could decide at the drop of a hat to let me go. Or demote me. Or something along those lines.

He's done this before.

I can't afford to lose my job, or a penny of my income, while I still have a mortgage.

Unless, of course, I choose to just file bankruptcy, and let my home go on foreclosure.

I COULD do that. I could just walk away, and let my credit rating go down the toilet. People DO that sort of thing. Intentionally, even.

But I can't bring myself to allow that. I have worked hard to recover from being married to someone who ruined my credit. I have earned every point in that score!!!

And, what's more, I don't want to enter into another marriage and ruin my spouse's credit, which is already teetering.

Turn about is definitely NOT fair play in this realm!

So, I wait.

In other news, I just got home from the dentist. I had not been for 2 years, because I could not afford the bills. My dentist is compassionate about that, and lets me make payments, but I have not been in a place where I could comfortably manage payments.

I still am not, but, now that I have insurance through my husband, I was able to go.

Or, so I thought.

Unfortunately, the insurance only covers about a quarter of my charges...so...my confidence was high, and I have appointments to restore my dental health....but now, I am going to have to deal with a HUGE bill. I will be paying this one for years to come, I fear.

My back injury is on the mend. I am still not 100%, but the improvement is evident.

Sitting here in this computer chair, at this ergonomic nightmare of a desk, however, it not conducive to my being comfortable.

So, have a good weekend, and I will be back another time.