Upward

The months' long drought has finally ended! It will take lots more rain for the land to actually start to recover, but for now, we are in our second day of light, nourishing rains.

It's blissful this afternoon, to be sitting in our gorgeous old house, listening to it rain, and not having anything else we have to do but that....

Things in general are starting to improve.

My family painted the condo last weekend, bless them.

The realtor confirmed with my husband that he changed the locks (so that psycho ex tenant can't cause any trouble), and will get copies of the new key to my family at some point. I think he said that he changed some light fixtures, too.

I still don't know if the new tenant has even moved in yet.

I disagree with having to be the one who is penalized for the move in/new lease inception date mistake, but, be that as it may, I will only be shorted on one month's rent.

The loose ends still include that I need my copy of the lease, the receipts for everything, and the carpet contract. Hope to get them in the mail one of these days.

Anyway, I still don't know all of what happened, or why, but now, I think it's pretty much over.

The issue of refunding the ex tenant is still pending, but I have a couple of weeks before that needs to be finalized. I'd prefer to get it over with now, but that's not going to happen because no one else wants it over with until the last possible minute. Make her wait.

I've been told to let it go.

Okay, then.

I had two anxiety attacks yesterday, and had two pretty bad night time ones over the past week, but this is a VAST improvement from where I was.

4 in a week is far better than 5 or 6 a day.

My adrenal glands are still not functioning properly, but the situation is improving.

THIS is why I don't know about everything that happened. This is why I never will.

I just hope that those who are angry with me for having to step aside and let others handle this process will understand that some day, and stop being angry with me for being sick.