The breast imaging proved that it was just another of my lovely, deep, dense cysts that look scary on mammography.
This one really DID look scary on the original film. No wonder they brought me back in.
SO..that's over. Again. But...it was scary and stressful none the less.
And now....Oh my gosh, how did it get to be DECEMBER 14TH ALREADY?!
Oh yeah...that's right...I'm one of those people who can really only focus on one major thing at a time. It frustrates the crap out of my husband. I'll say "I can't think about that yet, can we wait until after...." fill in the blank.
I can multitask at work, while cooking, and around the house, but when it comes to BIG THINGS, or stressful things, one at a time is all I can or need to manage.
They say it's a mark of a "highly sensitive person" (http://www.hsperson.com/) which I most certainly am and always have been.
This website, BTW, has answered a lot of my life long questions....I'm NOT actually just an irritable bitch!! I really do react differently to stimuli. You may find it interesting if you have wondered about yourself in this regard, or someone you are close to....or if you have found my behaviors to be puzzling, troubling, or annoying!
ANYWAY...suddenly.... Christmas eve is 10 days away. At least the ham is ordered and on its way.
But I have not purchased any gifts, or even thought about it, because I was so focused on that follow up breast testing.
On top of that, I had the double nasty respiratory infection mentioned last time...the fever followed me through most of this past week. So. I've been a little less than interested. It's a miracle that I got a holiday letter composed and cards sent out.
But now that I feel better, GAH!!! Gifts have been chosen and ordered on line because that's all I have time for....but the package may be late. :sad face:
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