Testing this week

 My testing day is Wednesday, at last.

The anxiety is mounting, and I find it overwhelming at times.

I need to arrive at 7:45 am to check in at the hospital.  They will give me some kind of injection that takes hours to go through my body for the nuclear bone scan, and in the meantime, they will do the liver MRI with contrast, so they'll put in an IV and get me going on that.

My appointment with my doctor is then a week later. Unless they are so alarmed that they call me in sooner.

This has happened before, which is why I am utterly terrified.

I am not ready to die, and I am not ready to go back to being bald, or sick.

In the meantime, we are up at sunrise to go walking in the woods.  I need this time, today, especially.

It's going to be 106 degrees this afternoon, and into the 110 region this coming week, so this morning is my last chance before the big day Wednesday.

Have a good Sunday.