shit

I finally start to see the light at the end of the stress tunnel...and BAM.  Abnormal mammorgram.

Fuck.

More news when there is some.

UPDATE 11/22/13--called as soon as they opened and got my appointment.  I have to wait until 12/9.  Bullshit.  But she said it's the end of the year, everyone's trying to get in under their current deductible.  

She was ready to hang up, and I said "so can you tell me anything at all?"  and she apologized and said that they see an asymmetry. That's one I haven't heard before.

This visit will involve more compression views and an ultrasound.  I hate the ultrasound.  It's extremely unpleasant... think of a "wand" the size of the top of a pop bottle, being poked into your boob tissue, that is, in my case, already tender and lumpy.  When they find the spot, the shove it in as hard as they can to get the view they need.  It's horrible.  I'd much rather have the focus compression thing done.

So that's that.